I've had an exhausting week. Just very, very tired but I'm forging on and going on an adventure today. I'm slow to start, its 12:20pm Mountain Time. Actually every day out of my pj's and out of the house seems to be an adventure lately!
I have so much to say that I'm hoping that on this short drive I'll be able to collect my jumbled thoughts and form them into something inspiring for all of you.
I'm in good spirits overall but WOW! its shocking how fast the tiredness can slam into me and the sadness can leap forward like an old friend playing a prank and hiding in the dark corner waiting for that right moment to jump into the light and scare the crap out of me! And it does scare me, not the depths of it all but the suddenness of it (is that a word?). I can be going along and feeling good and then WHAM! I need to lie down right away. It's the most bizarre feeling not to be able to push through for even a few minutes.
It's a bleak gray day here, 0C. Perfect for a wee road trip and lots of tunes and audiobooks on my new iTouch - 32G!! xo
Hey Laara, You don't have to inspire us--don't put that pressure on yourself. We just want to be out here in cyber space to support you! I loved your friend analogy. Just go with your tiredness and rest. Don't apologize for it. You will overcome that and hopefully it won't seem so long in hindsight. Anything negative seems to take forever when you are in the midst. Chill and enjoy the snow. I hope we get some this year :-). - M.
ReplyDeleteHi Laara, I agree with the above post. Listen to your body and let it be your guide. There's no need to explain anything, do anything, or be anything. If blogging helps you then blog when you feel inspired and have the energy. If it's not helping you then reconsider without guilt. I don't think anyone has any expectations of you other than to allowing yourself to heal.
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Dawn
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Kari